So there is this guy at my skool and I really like him. Well we're actually really good friends. Anywho, I've liked him since 6th grade but he didnt know until about a week ago. My friend told him that I liek him a lot but he hasnt done anything. So I dont know if he dosent liek me or if he's just nervous. PLEASE HELP ME SOLVE MY PROBLEM AND GIVE ME ADVICE ON HOW TO TALK TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm usually not all nervous like this but theres just something about him.

Well, I'm still having probs with my mom but I do have some good news! I DIED MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It used to be blonde, but I got tired of that so now it is red!!! For some reason I always wanted to be a redhead. Everybody always says that blondes have more fun but I beg to differ! EXTREMELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll try to put a pic on of it!

So hey guys. Sorry I havent been on in a while but I got my compu taken away again but now its back. So I guess lifes pretty damn good except that me and my mom arent on speaking terms right now(her fault). I havent talked to her for a month straight and I dont plan on talking any time soon either. Havent txted or called her. NOTHIN! So heres the situation; she lives in AZ and I live in Cali with muy dad. I was supposed to go to her house for spring break and have been looking forward to it since christmas. So a month ago I txted her to see if she ws picking me up or if my dad had to take me out there. Well she didnt txt me back but about an hour later she called me. Heres how the convo went:
MOM: Hey hun. How have you been?
ME: Good. How about you?
MOM: Pretty good. Still got a crappy ass job, but hey it pays my bills.
ME: True true. So how come you didnt txt me nack earlier? whats goin on for S.B.?
MOM: I was gettin my nails done. Oh by the way your not gonna be able to come up here for S.B. Sorry, I cant afford it right now.
ME: *shocked and pissed* Wait just a second. You mean you can afford to get your nails all primped and pretty but you cant afford to see your own daughter?!?!?!?!?!?! OH HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MOM: Look I know you're mad at me but you need to watch your mouth. Do not talk to me like that. I'm doing the best I can right now.
ME: Yeah I can tell. And excuse my french but thats bs.
MOM: Well I'm gonna try to start sending you and your dad money for you.
ME: You've been saying that for 3 years. By the time that actually happens(if it does), I'll be a senior in high school with my own job and by then I wont need your money.
MOM: Well I have to go. I hope you arent mad at me.
ME: No mom I'm happy go lucky. I'm just the happiest kid in the world right now. Whatever. I only have one more thing to say. You might wanna listen closely to this. If you can't afford to see your own daughter, then I can't afford to be your daughter. Have a nice life.


I know that sounds really harsh, but this kind of shit has been going on for 6 years. She hasent had enough time in her so-called busy life to pay attention to me. Well thats all for now. I'll keep you posted and if you have any ?'s or comments on this just let me know and we can talk.
PEACERS!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey guys well I haven't been on in a really long time. I know it says that I've been on for like 2 weeks straight, but thats only because I forgot to log out the last time I was on. I finally got my computer set up in my room so now I don't have to wait until Tuesday's and Thursday's to go on th ecomputer. I can actually go on everyday now. YAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol Well, thats all for now.

I confess that in 2007 I...




Stayed single for a single year? hahaha nooooooooo
Made out in/on a car? no
Celebreted halloween? what do you think I am, stupid? of course I did
Kissed in the rain? sadly no
Had your heart broken? no but close
Broke someone else's heart? yeah I think
Had a stalker? yeah
mooned someone? no
went over the minutes on your cell phone? no but I did on txt
had a good relationship with someone? yes
someone questioned your sexual orientation? no
came out of the closet? nooooooo
gotten pregnant? noooooooo and thank god
had an abortion? (answer above)
had a relationship with someone you'll never forget? yes
done something you've regreted? yes of course, dont we all?
lost faith in love? no but pretty damn close
kissed under the mistletoe? sadly no





OTHER
painted a picture? yeah but it was crappy
wrote a poem? wrote about 165(i know im an addict to writing, but can you blame me?)
ran a mile? every friday in p.e.
shopped at abercrombie or a&f? hate both stores with a passion
posted a myspsace blog? no
listened to music you couldn't stand? of course, in my mom's car
went to a sleepover? yes i went to 4
went camping? yes and im going again 2marow 4 a week YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
threw a surprise party? no
laughed til you cried? yes last night
laughed til you peed you pants? no
flirted shamelessly? yes
visited a foreign country? no but would love to
told someone you were busy when you weren't? no
cooked a disastorous meal? thankfully no cuz i probly wouldn't have a house
lost someone/something important to you? yes *tear tear*
lied about how old you are? no but everyone always seems to think im 16 when im only 13. stupidasses lol
prank called someone? yes



RANDOM

1. How many guys have made you cry this year? 4 or 5
2.Have you ever broken the law? no my uncle's a cop i have to be good
3.Have you ever kissed a smoker? yes
4.Is it really like licking an ashtray? no
5.What color shirt are you wearing right now? tye-dye hey stop laughing it's my pj's lol
6.What's the weather like? very cold for arizona even though it is winter
7.Can you see your phone? if it requires turning around, does that count?
8.Do you have any pets? cat named Tank
9.What are you listening to right now? Never alone-Barlowgirl
10.What color are your eyes? blue
11.Have you ever been called a bitch? yes many times
12.How about a fag? yes but he was just messin around
13.Over the summer were you tan? this white girl dosen't tan, she lobster's lol
14.What are you doing? typing
15.What did you do yesterday? visited with family, set off fireworks, and shot rifles with my two uncle's
16.How many times have you seen your favorite movie? many many many times. too many to count
17.What holiday do you most enjoy? haloween and christmas
18.Which one of your siblings do you like? dont got none